The FInal Week

This is a test, this is only a test.  I cannot believe this is my final Thursday at a 20-something ... next Thursday I'll be 30.  Okay I am admittedly freaking out just a little bit - I know it is just a number and all that jazz that people tell you but the truth is I am not sure I want to claim the number 30.  It doesn't sound so much fun.  

Where did I think I would be at thirty ... married for years, with one or two children, a husband ... maybe working, maybe not.  Where am I approaching thirty ... no boyfriend, no children, no husband and working all the time.  This is my fun time - typing on my new computer that I'm trying to figure out a name to...Ashley Apple?  Amanda Apple?  ... has to be an A name.  Perhaps a little scary - well, I don't have pets so give me a break...

Thinking of a name ...